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God is Hugeous, but...

As you can tell by the subject, I learned a new word by reading blogs. Actually, I do like the work "hugeous" to describe God ( "awesome" is also great, but it's been used a lot). Anyway, back to the subject. The "but" in my subject refers to the fact that God is so hugeous that it is sometimes impossible to comprehend what His will is and why some things happen.

I'm specifically thinking about our changing churches and wondering if God is truly calling us somewhere else. I've really been depressed (not clinically depressed, but very sad) since Sunday when we left Northwoods knowing that next week we'll be somewhere else. We know for a fact that God called us to Northwoods three years ago. The string of events that led us there on the opposite side of town from where we live was definitely divinely done. That has proven itself out in how He has used us, blessed us and grown us during this time.

I know my blog about leaving Northwoods left many people wondering the reason (because I've been asked many times). The reason might seem trivial to some, but as least it has nothing to do with doctrinal issues (Scott :)). Over the past few months the sound (not just the music) in the Joy Dome has been extremely loud--to the point of distracting and even painful for Lucy. We've discussed this at length with the Pastors and it really dates back to when their "sound guy" left (if was fine our first 3 years there). During these months we've tried everything from sitting in different areas of the dome to Lucy wearing earplugs (I don't want this to sound like it is all Lucy because it believe it is also too loud--it just doesn't cause me pain). I've been assured that they are aware of the issue and will continue to work on it.

So, is God using this simple thing to lead us elsewhere or is it simply an audio problem that will be fixed and we can return to Northwoods in the future? We will continue to pray and can sure use others' prayers also. Also, please pray for me that I'll continue to have an open mind/heart as we start attending a new church Sunday. Right now, I'm not really excited about the possibility and have almost made up my mind that I won't like it. I know--wrong attitude, that's why I need prayer.

posted by Jim @ 2:15 PM